Sunday, December 18, 2011, Sunday, December 18, 2011
My blog is not dead. But half dead.
Love is under the skies. ♥
Hi friends,it's been a moment I didn't update my blog. Do you guys miss me? I miss you guys too. I'm just finished my examination,SPM. I have been through a big big war. I feel so tired and lack of sleep nowadays. But,somehow! MY EXAM IS ENDED! Secondary life ended! (Y)? When I'm still in form 5 I wanted to leave school and go for college or University. But when it's happened, I miss school! I miss secondary life, I miss teachers and friends! :( And now I can feel the feeling. You will feel alone and you can't ever feel the crowded scene anymore. I am seriously miss all of my classmates that we use to study,make jokes,have fun and even recess together! However, I can still can contact with them via Facebook. Thanks God.
Today is Saturday, and tomorrow I'll be leaving here, my home town to KL. Usually I went there for shopping and foods. But this time I'll be celebrate my Baby cousin Bryan's birthday. We ordered an Angry Birds birthday cake for him via Happy Angel. He loves Angry birds extremely much, that's why. Besides that, I'll be going for a clothes and shoes shopping due to Chinese new year is coming and I have no time to shop because I'm going for the National service on 2nd of January. It's really really near. AS WHAT I SAY, IT'S SOON! I'll be missing my family, friends and webbie friends! I can't online there and I only allowed to use my hand phone on Saturday and Sunday. How ''Good'' it is?
Lately, I met somebody and I gave him a name as Mr.Somebody. I met him once but not twice. I guess? He gave me a strong feeling that I could not describe and explain. It's too hard to describe my feeling toward him. He's good looking and I guess he's a little bit shy when we met? I'm shy too actually. *Laugh out loud. Well, I fall for him not because of his look but actually a strong feeling that caught my attention toward him. I guess he know about this, but he act never care. I hope he will be touched by my sincerity. I know his stories, every human have their own stories. I have my own stories too. Past tense then let it be, try to let it go. And try something new! I meant new relationship. Maybe he and I are not ready yet. We just know each other for a short period only. God will manage it :) No worries. If he's yours, then he will be yours.
Well, guys. Lets go for another post!
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Happy Birthday My Sis ♥
Today, 17 December is my little bambi sister birthday. Her sweet sixteen. I have no surprise for her actually. Am I bad? I guess no. At least I remember your birthday and I update my blog because of your birthday lor k? =p I did remember on my last year birthday she and her friends did gave me a surprise! Surprise via Phone call. Hahaha. I'm so shocked that time and I'm busying for homework and I received a phone call from her. She and her friends sang ''Happy birthday'' song for me. She is so sweet! I love her damn much :) Thanks little sister Ho XinYi. Jiejie loves you! ♥
Study hard and smart k! Next year will be your biggest war ever. Your SPM examination. Be positive always my dear! Jiejie wish you get colourful results and Jiejie wanted to see you soon! TAKE CARE ♥
I have to end my post now! Tomorrow going to wakeup early. Goodnight people.
Friday, September 2, 2011, Friday, September 02, 2011
I made my way. I'm back :)
Hello hellow! ♥ You see. I'm back! It's been so long I doubted my blog. Haha I'm so lazy and not in the mood to update about my personal life style nowadays. Sigh. A little bit emotional breakdown will do :( But,Today I'm here back. ELAINE BACK TO LIFE. #Laugh my ass off Well. I'm having Hari Raya and school combination holidays now for 1 week. But, it passed so damn fast. It's friday today! 2 more days left to reopen school. Argh. SPM trial just around the corner, 4 days more! WTF? I ain't prepare anything yet! Fml -_- Tons of homeworks are waiting for me and revision ;( How can I just left them aside? I'm having a fucking out-of-mind holidays. Facebook,twitter and blogging around. NOT EVEN STUDY. #Elaine's you are terrible! Sigh. What should I do?! Of course Start study and homework tomorrow. Lol It's too late?! Nevermind. She can handle it with care ;p
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Skip!
Doodies-Doo. Guess what am I going to post next? Can you guess? Of course not. I haven give and clues and tips yet.Lol Hmm. The clue is - It's about a girl ♥ A girl that I met since I was in form 1. We get to be a very close peep/friend. As a very Bestfriend too :) We are in the same class and she seat beside me too. You see! I told you. A very close friend. But she moved back to KL :( We separated from each other. How sad? But, we still got contact each other! Nowadays I found and added her facebook! This is so nice. Yay! Wanna know more about her? Kaykaykay! Her name is Nurita. A very pretty and fair little girl! Same age with me as well. She have a very thin and prefect body figure ever! Jealous dohh! :P She have a very kind and sweet girl. She talk softly and sometimes I can't even heard what are she trying to say. Haha! She will repeat it for me :) Hmm. Curious wanna know how do she look like? I have a picture of her. Are you ready? Alright!
The girl ; Nurita ♥
Adorable right? Yes! She is. I love her damn much ;) Friendship forever k BabyRita?
Muah Muah!
Off to dinner! Before off show you one picture of my dinner ;p Don't jealous. Teehee!
♥ -- Going to celebrate mooncake festival with few of classmates later! Ciaos ;
Saturday, July 9, 2011, Saturday, July 09, 2011
Fifteen things what I want and have to say ; xo ♥
♥
SUPPOSE CAN BE THESE. BUT,FOR A MOMENT IT CHANGED. I'M TOO SUCK TO BE MEAN.
one;
the way we kiss is better than any drug,
because when i'm with you, i believe in love.
Two;
this air is contagious. no one can save us.
nothing this good could ever last
& tonight is a drug that i wont give up;
this is my favorite addiction
Three;
now i lay down to sleep,
a bottle of vodka at my feet
if i shall die before i wake,
tell my friends i drank it straight.
four;
i hope that someday someone wants to hold you for
twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do.
they don't pull away, they don't look at your face,
they don't try to kiss you. they just wrap you up in their arms,
without an ounce of selfishness in it.
five;
when you're gone, will i lose control?
you're the only road i know, you show me where to go.
who will drive my soul?
six;
There's always that one person that no matter
how long its been or how badly they've treated you,
if they say "i love you", you will always say it back.
seven;
i've never fallen so hard for someone
in such a short period of time, and
even though i promised myself i
wouldn't risk the chance of getting
hurt again, for some reason when
i'm with you, it all seems worth it.
eight;
she wants him. she can't deny it.
she's just so confused. cause
when she thinks back
to the day he shattered her,
she trembles at the thought
of feeling like that again.
nine;
I've got the same old heart,
with a brand new beat.
ten;
i wish i was your favorite girl
i wish that i was the reason you are in the world
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
i wish the way i dress was your favorite kind of style
i wish you couldn't figure me out
that you'd always want to know what i was about
i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset
i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
basically i wish that you loved me
i wish that you needed me
i wish that you knew when i said two sugars actually i meant three
i wish that without me your heart would break
i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
look all i know is that your the nicest thing i've ever seen
and i wish we could see if we could be something
eleven;
why'd you have to leave me?
why'd you have to go ?
I was counting on forever,
but now I'll never know.
twelve;
i miss you. it's undeniable. i can try to avoid it as much as i want, but i can't help aching to have you back whenever you vaguely cross my mind. the worst part probably is that you don't miss me back. i wouldn't be surprised if i never even crossed your mind. why don't you want me back? what we had was so great. i want to run back to you so badly and confess everything i feel, but i know it's futile. nothing will ever change. you won't care. and now the only thing i have left to do is sit here and gruellingly wait for this pain to pass.
thirteen;
He leaned over & kissed me.
I kissed him back & then, our eyes met
& it was like we both knew…
So we smiled & kissed again.
It was so perfect.
fourteen;
If I could go back in time…
I’d choose the day when you were there.
The day we shared secrets and laughed...
I’d go back to the way it was before you changed.
fifteen;
i asked myself if i'm falling in love or falling apart.
because i think of him day & night & love everything about him,
but i still don't know. then i realized, either way, i'm falling.
i just have to trust that he'll be there to catch me. 
♥, XO
Thursday, July 7, 2011, Thursday, July 07, 2011
The Past & The Present ; ♥
xoxo ; ♥
Missed the past ; But Wish could have a better present.
Your truly, xo
♥ Goodnights!
Monday, July 4, 2011, Monday, July 04, 2011
The love Story ; ♥
We were both young when I first saw you. You were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles. And my daddy said : Stay away from Juliet! And I was crying on the staircase. Begging you please don't go.
Love story between me and you. It seem like a fairy tales.
Once upon a time, there was a little girl name Juliet and A boy whom name as Romeo. They play and have wonderful time together and there's no a bored sign between two of the little kids.
♥
They growth up. Romeo and Juliet were studying in the same college and They're fully stick with each other ; Every time Everywhere & Every moment. They loves each other very much.
♥
5 years later. Romeo asked Juliet for a dinner. They went for a candle lights dinner and In a sudden Romeo said : My Juliet, will you marry me? Juliet was so delighted and.. Juliet : Yes my Romeo! I do! Romeo was so happy and put the diamond ring on Juliet finger.
♥
1 year later. They had two babies. A prince and a princess. Named as Kenneth and Jane. They were live happily ever and ever.
: How about us? Will we be the same? I don't know. Wish to. Wish for. I love you ,xoxo ♥
COPYRIGHT ; Elaine. ♥
Sunday, July 3, 2011, Sunday, July 03, 2011
心情 ; ♥
今天的心情不到100分.不是很开心.
不敢信息你,不敢想你.
我不要去想你,不然我会更加的思念你.
你呢？也是一样吗？
你也忘了，忘了那个约定.
忘了所有我们说过的话.
很累! :((
Sunday, July 03, 2011
Happy friendship anniversary - ♥
What's friendship? Do all of you handle your friendship well? For me a Yes! I handle my friendship with cares and loves ♥
There are two girls whom I love the most. Who're them? Check it out later.
Firstly, This is the first girl whom I wanted to mention about. She is her and Her is she. A girl who have the same age with me. We laugh a lot and shared our feelings the most. She is a very tall girl with a pretty legs. Grey and black are her loves. Born on 26th of October 1994.♥ We called each other as ''Dar'' and we never get bored about it :) We knew each other since May 2009. And now, it's been 2 years and 2 months already. I love her as much as she love me! I'm truly satisfied and truly appreciate you my dear. You are my cupcakes,rainbow, and soul. You colour up my life with your friendship status and cares. ily Rishon Shun!
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Next, I would like to mention about a girl who I love the most too. She's my sweetheart and I'm her sweetheart. A girl whom live in K.L and we're quite far apart. I knew her since I'm in form 3 ; June 2009. We knew each other in a quite weird situation. Lols! *evil laugh* She's too over skinny and i'm too over chubby! Lets mixed up and then will be normal enough! :D She has a long and brownish hair. Born on 9th of December 1992. A hyper Blogger ; If she's free! Usually,We will on call together no matter how. I will talk to her,share with her what I feel and what's my problem with. She's a good listener by the way. A good consoler too :) Hello my sweetheart, Thanks for be by my side when I need you. Thanks for your everything and yet I appreciate you lots lots! ♥ It's our 2 years and 1 month friendship! ily Layyee Low!
♥ True friends are the ones who stand by your side no matter what has happened in the past.♥
Saturday, July 2, 2011, Saturday, July 02, 2011
A moment like this
Tears of the eyes. Pouring and rolling down on my cheeks. That's mean, I miss you so much. Cares ; Loves Hugs ; Kisses
The way I feel is the way I lie it to myself. A thousand and millions of words that I wanted to say. And it's just simple as a sheet of paper. It's I love you boy and I miss you a lot. Could you feel it? And did you?
Word by word. ♥ Day by day. ♥ Time by time. ♥ Heart by heart. ♥
A moment like this ; The Memories
♥
Remember this? - ♥♥ - Yes. I did.
Your Sincerely, xoxo ♥
Friday, July 1, 2011, Friday, July 01, 2011
I can't. I still ; Missing you so much.
The fact ; ♥
我好想你，真的好想好想你。 你呢？
저는 당신이 그리워요. .당신은 어때요? ♥
Love. It's a fairy tales that a girl whom wish for. A wonderful journey. ♥ A true heart.
As simple as a paper and white as a wedding dress. ♥
What a girl would wish for? A prince whom really do loves her as much as she does. But, could it be?
Yes, for sometimes. But it doesn't work for everytime. Depends on how a couple control the relationship.
How about us? I don't know how to describe it. Maybe it's done, and maybe it's not. Time will prove everything. Wait for the right time. As what I told you.
The promised will never END in my heart and mind. Loves you. ♥
Your truly ; ♥
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