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Saturday, July 9, 2011, Saturday, July 09, 2011

Fifteen things what I want and have to say ; xo ♥

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SUPPOSE CAN BE THESE.

BUT,FOR A MOMENT

IT CHANGED.

I'M TOO SUCK TO BE MEAN.

one;
the way we kiss is better than any drug,
because when i'm with you, i believe in love.

Two;
this air is contagious. no one can save us.
nothing this good could ever last
& tonight is a drug that i wont give up;
this is my favorite addiction

Three;
now i lay down to sleep,
a bottle of vodka at my feet
if i shall die before i wake,
tell my friends i drank it straight.

four;
i hope that someday someone wants to hold you for
twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do.
they don't pull away, they don't look at your face,
they don't try to kiss you. they just wrap you up in their arms,
without an ounce of selfishness in it.

five;
when you're gone, will i lose control?
you're the only road i know, you show me where to go.
who will drive my soul?

six;
There's always that one person that no matter
how long its been or how badly they've treated you,
if they say "i love you", you will always say it back.

seven;
i've never fallen so hard for someone
in such a short period of time, and
even though i promised myself i
wouldn't risk the chance of getting
hurt again, for some reason when
i'm with you, it all seems worth it.

eight;
she wants him. she can't deny it.
she's just so confused. cause
when she thinks back
to the day he shattered her,
she trembles at the thought
of feeling like that again.

nine;
I've got the same old heart,
with a brand new beat.

ten;
i wish i was your favorite girl
i wish that i was the reason you are in the world
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
i wish the way i dress was your favorite kind of style
i wish you couldn't figure me out
that you'd always want to know what i was about
i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset
i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
basically i wish that you loved me
i wish that you needed me
i wish that you knew when i said two sugars actually i meant three
i wish that without me your heart would break
i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
look all i know is that your the nicest thing i've ever seen
and i wish we could see if we could be something

eleven;
why'd you have to leave me?
why'd you have to go ?
I was counting on forever,
but now I'll never know.

twelve;
i miss you. it's undeniable. i can try to avoid it as much as i want, but i can't help aching to have you back whenever you vaguely cross my mind. the worst part probably is that you don't miss me back. i wouldn't be surprised if i never even crossed your mind. why don't you want me back? what we had was so great. i want to run back to you so badly and confess everything i feel, but i know it's futile. nothing will ever change. you won't care. and now the only thing i have left to do is sit here and gruellingly wait for this pain to pass.

thirteen;
He leaned over & kissed me.
I kissed him back & then, our eyes met
& it was like we both knew…
So we smiled & kissed again.
It was so perfect.

fourteen;
If I could go back in time…
I’d choose the day when you were there.
The day we shared secrets and laughed...
I’d go back to the way it was before you changed.

fifteen;
i asked myself if i'm falling in love or falling apart.
because i think of him day & night & love everything about him,
but i still don't know. then i realized, either way, i'm falling.
i just have to trust that he'll be there to catch me.

♥, XO